The first day of school is characterized by gobs of new school supplies, kids in new outfits, favorite read alouds, and get to know you activities. This year felt different. Last week I was a nervous wreck. I had a slight bad attitude and was pretty negative towards a new group of kids. It's not that I knew much about them, they just weren't "my" kids. My third year of teaching I hit the teacher lottery and had what I still refer to as the DREAM TEAM. Man, that class was simply amazing. They had the biggest hearts, they had the best attitudes, they had the work ethic, the drive, and most importantly the outstanding character. They were the best class I will ever have. I doubt I'll be lucky enough to experience that magic again. I never once took them for granted. I love each of those kids with all my heart.
Last year was the first year at EPiC and I had the pleasure of working with five students from my previous school. Those girls have my heart and it was so special getting to work with them another year. I think part of my hesitation for this year was that lack of sparkle from having a piece of the dream team with me. I'm telling you...they are THAT special to me. I was also able to grow close with a lot of that class of 50. In ways I know It was time to let them go, but it feels like I am losing a piece of my heart with them. They are just so engrained in who I am.
I knew this year would be different when I woke up this morning and realized that I slept last night. Thank you JESUS! It seemed like a sign that today was going to be great. I never sleep the night before school starts! I woke up feeling refreshed and like a typical day. I think I needed that. I was able to go to school not excited, but content and ready. Different, but just in a state of peace about this school year.
Yes, we have some tough kiddo's. Yes, it will push me further as an educator. Yes, there will be days of frustration. But today...today, was a little piece of the magic. These kids are cute I tell you! They make me smile and I know it's going to be another great year. I was on my A-Game today. The kind of day that leaves you exhilarated and loving life. I had the energy back, the uncanny ability to know what the kids needed to hear today was in me. I feel like God was with us today and knew we would need to start off with a WOW day.
These kids are going to be a challenge, but I want to remember this sweet feeling right now. When those tough days come, I hope I can remember the energy in our classroom today and channel it into giving these kids my all.
Some pictures to leave you with:
Student Teacher + Co-Teacher = Support System
The new kiddo's
The original Sparkle Girl/ my mini-me
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